for shits an giggles

[allendsmeat]

[Guess who is watching you sleep.

No really guess.

It's actually kind of weird.]

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[ace_of_hearts]

[Shakes his head and sits down on the floor with his arms around his legs.] I don't know.

I hate feeling divided between four different worlds, Taisa. My father, my brother, you and Jii-jii, and the dead. Maybe I'm not adult enough for this after all. But you're the only one I feel like I can be all of me around and that's confusing. I shouldn't, you know? We should be enemies and I should just keep you away from the rest of my life and worlds and that should just be it. And I know it's even harder on you as a marine and that's no good either.

Everyone worries I'm the one who'll be hurt, but I'm the one always hurting you. Maybe it's preemptive. I don't even know.

[whitehunter]

Annoying. [ just going to grab his cigars and light them up and listen to Ace. Wants to lightly kick him in the head, but also giving Ace what he wants. He's just going to stop snorting. ]

You choose, I know what I'd choose, but you do it. [ Smoker is more elegantly saying, 'follow your justice'. ]

[ace_of_hearts]

[Run away. He wants to run away, but he doesn't run away. That isn't how he is.]

And if I don't? If I just choose not to choose? You want to know my justice? It's right here. On the floor. And that makes me miserable. Maybe I'm just incapable of being happy. So I'll spread misery where I go. Turn everything into ash and desert. [Scowl.]

[whitehunter]

[ Rolls eyes and just shakes his head and lays back on his bed. ] Fine. You just know that you're not going to come out of this stronger if you don't stop running away.

[ace_of_hearts]

[Climbs on top of the bed and Smoker and punches his shoulder.]

If I was running away I'd literally be out the door fucker.

[whitehunter]

More way than one to run away, Blacksheep. [ settles his hand on Ace's neck and lightly strokes at the back of his neck. he doesn't mean to look fond, he was aiming more for sad, but he's more fondly sad. ]

[ace_of_hearts]

[Lays down on his chest next to him and snuggles close.] I don't want you to feel like home. I want the Moby Dick to feel like home. Do I just accept that this is the way it is?