[ Zoro did you seriously just do that? Because Smoker is seriously going to just punch you in the--
Yeah, you did. Ace enjoy getting punched in the groin and Zoro enjoy getting punched in the head. That is a very naked Taisa rolling out of bed and getting his pants on because fuck you. ]
[Ugh. Yeah no, he's not ever going to forgive himself. It's always been a mess, always will, no way to fix it. He'd run away and end it but he already tried and what the fuck ever. He's so screwed up, and he doesn't even know what to do or say about it.]
It's not Zoro's fault Smoker, stop taking it out on him.
And thanks Zoro, but it's my choice to be here. I've got it.
[ He's not going to explain himself to Zoro. And yeah that's a look at Ace too. Just shaking his head and works on his belt. shit i under estimated how pissed he is. ]
[Drags a palm down his face.] I'm already kicked out indefinitely so you might as well give me a distraction. One that doesn't leave room for me to be a dumbass because apparently only Smoker gets that.
Shut up. It's not all on you and it's not all about you either. If you don't like it stop going back to that guy. If you do find a way so that it doesn't hurt.
[Grits his teeth hard and punches Zoro in the face.]
Do you think I don't know that?! I wouldn't be here if I didn't want to. I wouldn't do something that frustrates my family this fucking much just on a fucking whim okay?! I'm plenty fucked up Roronoa, but I'm not disloyal.
[Shakes his head and quickly hides under the brim of his hat.]
Find someone else. Find someone else and be happy, and I'll back as far away as you could ever want. But not until then. [Looks up, just as sadly as before.] I can't take it otherwise.
[He can't stand the hurt look but he doesn't know how to fix it other than to make it hurt more. Maybe he's not that much different than the marine bastard]
I'm fine just how I am. It's not up to you to make me happy.
[He was about to punch him... until the thank you so his eyes just soften.]
Don't tell me you're fine when you're not. Maybe you really believe it, but I know you can do better.
[He rubs the back of his own neck and glances off.] Look, I know I'm pretty fucked up and everything. And it's not that I want it to stay that messed up...
But sometimes that's the best I can do. Sorry. And believe it or not... Smoker does get that. He just has his own problems too, you know?
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[Oh hell, he should not be so turned on watching that. Seriously. SERIOUSLY should not.]
[Gulps.]
[Hides face.]
Ahahah... [Gulps.] Kinda wanna see this... [BRIGHT RED.]
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Yeah, you did. Ace enjoy getting punched in the groin and Zoro enjoy getting punched in the head. That is a very naked Taisa rolling out of bed and getting his pants on because fuck you. ]
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[Okay Ace is rolling off too and holding up his hands at both of them standing in the middle. He has shorts on already ty.]
Okay okay.
Everybody freeze.
Smoker, no killing over a joke. Please.
Zoro, Smoker is very very touchy. We good?
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[Though he's more pissed at the hit to Ace than anything]
That's how you treat someone you claim as yours, asshole?
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I don't know, how would you like to find out that person who's yours has been fucking around?
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It's not Zoro's fault Smoker, stop taking it out on him.
And thanks Zoro, but it's my choice to be here. I've got it.
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[ He's not going to explain himself to Zoro. And yeah that's a look at Ace too. Just shaking his head and works on his belt. shit i under estimated how pissed he is. ]
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Fine.
[But if Ace gets hurt he's hunting that bastard down]
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Sorry Smoker. I'll make it up to you. Promise.
Zoro. [Gestures his head to the door.] You wanted to talk, right?
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[Zoro's not about to make it worse. He can deal with it himself]
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Do you think I don't know that?! I wouldn't be here if I didn't want to. I wouldn't do something that frustrates my family this fucking much just on a fucking whim okay?! I'm plenty fucked up Roronoa, but I'm not disloyal.
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[Fuck it. He just scowls and starts storming off.]
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Then leave me alone, Portgas.
[That should take some pressure off at least. But this...
this is why he's a swordsman. Just a swordsman.
All he does is cut things]
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No.
Not until you stop --
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Find someone else. Find someone else and be happy, and I'll back as far away as you could ever want. But not until then. [Looks up, just as sadly as before.] I can't take it otherwise.
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I'm fine just how I am. It's not up to you to make me happy.
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Don't tell me you're fine when you're not. Maybe you really believe it, but I know you can do better.
[He rubs the back of his own neck and glances off.] Look, I know I'm pretty fucked up and everything. And it's not that I want it to stay that messed up...
But sometimes that's the best I can do. Sorry. And believe it or not... Smoker does get that. He just has his own problems too, you know?
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[He sighs]
But I'm not the kind of guy who can keep going with things knowing how...other things are going to turn out.
[He reaches over and ruffles his hair]
Worry about yourself more, idiot.
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I don't know how to. [Worry about himself he means.]
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