thelastguardian: (Guardian's Wrath)

[personal profile] thelastguardian 2016-09-27 10:50 am (UTC)(link)
They had settled into a comfortable silence. The kind that normally happened between two people that were close. It was funny how it always happened that way. They had been apart for so long, and now that they were together it was as if no time passed between them. And now there wasn't a demon getting in the way of things.

Medivh glanced at Khadgar, frowning at his facial expression. Before he could ask what was wrong - his old apprentice's words caused him to frown further with concern. Something they needed to discuss before any visit...what?

The first sentence out of Khadgar's mouth caused all the color to drain from Medivh's face, his eyes wide and blazing with visible outrage. The change in mood was so incredibly fast, going from concerned to raging - as palpable as a thunderstorm around the ex-Guardian. His posture immediately tensed, straightening ramrod straight as a muscle in his jaw worked - words fighting to burst forth from his bloodless lips.

Casual use of fel magic? Demons nearby???

The Magus jerked from the couch - looming over it. Don't act adversely??

"THE FOOLS!" He thundered, turning away from Khadgar, muscles tensed and straining as his fists clenched tightly. "All the efforts of keeping the fel from Azeroth over aeons and it was ALL FOR NAUGHT!" He punctuated this by upending the table in a paroxysm of rage. It partially splintered when it hit the wall in a loud echo of noise. He was not just talking of the Guardians of Tirisfal (of which he failed in that duty utterly) - but other factions that worked on keeping the demons out since the Great Sundering. "You might as well let in the entire Legion in! Invite Sargeras for tea!" He raged, kicking at the remains of a table leg which knocked over a chair.

He stood there, panting raggedly. The question about Illidan Stormrage had registered but he had no idea why Khadgar would ask such a thing. He mulled over an answer - attempting to calm down. But it was hard, knowing that such...people if they could be called such...were allowed to just wander free or even alive.

"Brother to Malfurian Stormrage. Known as the Betrayer to his people. Locked away for 10,000 years...Why do you ask such a thing?" He snapped finally, voice hoarse. He of course knew of Illidan in the Nexus though he did not interact with him directly.
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[personal profile] thelastguardian 2016-09-27 11:33 am (UTC)(link)
Medivh kept his back turned to Khadgar, tensed and shivering and soft breaths audible. "Madness..." He growled, moving jerkily to pace off some energy in agitation. It was almost like watching a lion pacing in a cage.

"The Fel is the Fel." He said finally, voice hard as he made a cutting motion with his hand, pausing to look at Khadgar with pain in his stormy green eyes. "You know the consequences of it. What it does to the world. What it does to a person. What it did to me. Even I could not fight it. Do you not recall what I have done?" His voice grew more pained as he spoke, turning away again to pace once more.

No. He wasn't going to go ballistic and kill every damned warlock in Dalaran or Stormwind, even though he greatly wanted to. But he was going to watch and wait...and at any sign of betrayal he would be there. So help him he was not going to fail Azeroth again. Never!

The Magus finally stopped, pressing his hands to the wall and leaning into it - spent. His head hung low - hair obscuring his face.
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[personal profile] thelastguardian 2016-09-27 12:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Nothing good could come of the Fel. Medivh just couldn't see it. At least, not now he couldn't. He squeezed his burning eyes shut as memories came up unwanted. The murder of Moroes and Cook. Countless acts that he had done under Sargeras's control, powerless to stop it from happening. It was just going to happen again and this time to someone else who played with fire they didn't understand.

He was vaguely aware of Khadgar approaching from behind, and when the other mage leaned into his back the Magus literally shuddered in the other man's hold. The tension slowly bled from him, leaving an aching sadness in it's wake. Grief and remorse both. He didn't make a sound, but the breath that shuddered from his lungs betrayed his turmoil.

Khadgar's soft words caused him to lower his face into a hand as his broad shouldered frame trembled slightly. Hard to see visibly, but the Archmage would be able to feel it. After a long few moments, he slowly moved a hand to grasp the other mage's arms around his waist - trying to absorb some of that certainty. That hope that Khadgar seemed to have.

"I....I always have." He whispered softly - voice thickened with emotion.
thelastguardian: (Sadness)

[personal profile] thelastguardian 2016-09-27 01:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Medivh felt Khadgar start to loosen his hold, and he straightened - and blinked in surprise when he was turned around and was face to face with the Archmage. His face was still pale, the scar on his neck standing out in sharp relief. His hair had become a little disheveled from his outburst and this time - it was the Magus that looked down at Khadgar a little lost. He swallowed visibly, trying to get rid of the lump in his throat.

Only his ex-Apprentice was able to undo him so much. He had never shown this much of himself to anyone.

This time, it was Medivh who uttered a soft noise when Khadgar moved in to embrace him tightly with face pressed to his collarbone. He vaguely was aware of sighing Khadgar's name as he grasped the other mage back, closing his eyes. Tears burned in his lids, as he struggled to contain his rampant emotions and retain some dignity. He had leaned back, shifting until both of them were leaning on the wall at his back. Surrendering, Medivh rested his head on Khadgar's eyes scrunched tight as he pressed his face to the other man's hair.

"Forgive me." He found himself murmuring. "Please forgive me." His voice sounded small to his ears as he expressed his remorse for many things. His current outburst - and the ones from the past. The curse that he had inflicted on him. All of it.
thelastguardian: (Through My Eyes)

[personal profile] thelastguardian 2016-09-27 02:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Medivh was unresistant, as spent emotionally and physically as he was, when Khadgar moved a hand to the back of his head - allowing them to touch foreheads. Where Khadgar's blue eyes held gentle mirth, the Magus's green eyes were dulled and lost.

"Don't I?" He replied, voice faint. "I cursed a 17 year old youth to be trapped in an elderly body before they had a chance to live. To love. I took the life of those who served me here. I betrayed them. Everyone. Even Azeroth itself as I worked to doom it." He shook his head, closing his eyes and unable to look at the Archmage.

"No. I have much to be sorry for. To regret. All I can do now is to fight with every last breath within me to stop it from happening again. To finally stop all of this suffering..."
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[personal profile] thelastguardian 2016-09-27 02:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Medivh was silent, eyes lowered, but still standing there in Khadgar's arms and his forehead gently touching the Archmage's. Khadgar would be able to feel the uneven breath as he fought for both dignity and control of himself. At least he wasn't crying like some child, though the urge was great. It didn't help that Khadgar's voice was quiet with emotion. He could hear it and it pulled at him.

He knew that what he said was true. And the rational part of him knew that it wasn't himself, but Sargeras that did those things. Using his body as a vehicle. But still. To know he caused people he loved such pain....it hurt.

One hand reached up, fingers shaking, and fussed at Khadgar's hair slightly - brushing back his hair from his forehead and straightening the collar of his tunic. Restlessly touching his cheek then hair again as he nodded, eyes bright, latching on to those words.

Always. He was unable to say it, for his voice failed him - but Khadgar would know.

He still wasn't sure what to think about all this 'fel on the side of the light' business...but one thing at a time.
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[personal profile] thelastguardian 2016-09-28 08:08 am (UTC)(link)
With all the heightened emotion in the quiet moment between them, Medivh actually shuddered with a soft intake of breath when Khadgar moved close and tucked his head into his neck. It was almost like lightning had shot through his system. They had never shared such moments like this in the past. Sargeras made that impossible. There was always affection for him, there was no doubt about that. Affection and trust. But it never transcended into anything like this before.

Before he even realized it, he had gripped the Archmage tighter. This was so tender. So intimate. Such things he rarely got to experience. It hit the Magus then just how intimate it really was. This was more like the actions of lovers, not mentor and student or even close friends. Medivh had been too entrenched in duty to take a lover - accepting the fact that such a life was not for him. Plus it would be too dangerous for a partner to be with him. But that didn't mean that there were times that his body didn't want it. Even now, of its own accord, his body stirred. Thankfully due to the negative emotions that had clouded the moments previous - it wasn't as...bothersome. But it was enough to get Medivh thinking.

What is happening? What does this mean?

Ultimately - Medivh didn't feel any averse emotion about this. It would be something he'd have to process and think about. Feel it out. But it was something he was starting to realize had been always there. Though unregistered.

The thoughts about all this and the physical contact did much to calm him, and he was able to compose himself after a companionable silence. Though his heart thundered in his ribs and well....his body was somewhat confused as to what was happening. Should he....act on it? Or wait and emotionally regroup. Emotions were high for both of them and the Magus was not certain if acting on any spontaneous urges was wise. But...the thought was there.

He sighed softly, breath brushing at Khadgar's hair as he rubbed at the other mage's back slightly in a brief affectionate gesture. "Khadgar..." He murmured close to his ear - voice more felt than heard. There was so much to say, but he was not sure how to say it. It wasn't just what was happening between them now but....everything. "Perhaps we should move back to the couch. I don't think resting standing up would be comfortable." His tones were gently teasing. He didn't want to part from the Archmage - at at least wanted to convey that he was okay with this. It was just....all the other changes to Azeroth and the campaign against the Legion that hung over his shoulders like a cloud.

Khadgar was the constant. That rock that held everything in place. Trustworthy, courageous, and compassionate. Medivh would always be grateful for just how much the Archmage made such a difference in his life.

thelastguardian: (From the Side)

[personal profile] thelastguardian 2016-09-29 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
Medivh felt Khadgar straighten up abruptly when he murmured by his ear almost like he had been jolted. His lips quirked in amusement, but his expression stilled when he felt the Archmage respond, lips brushing against his neck and his breath hot on his skin. The Magus shivered again, mouth in a tense thin line as his skin tingled. That definitely was not making it any easier for his body to settle. Reluctantly, Medivh let Khadgar go, eyes flicking downward for a moment to confirm what he had just felt when Khadgar straightened against him.

It appeared his ex-Apprentice had been affected similarly to him. Well. But that thought quickly got replaced with the distraction of Khadgar's hands moving down to his hips. Lingering before he moved away. He wants this. Medivh realized, heart racing. He was mildly amused at himself - feeling suddenly like he was the teenager that he hadn't been able to be before and not a man in his mid-forties.

When Khadgar met his eyes, he would find Medivh staring at him intently with an almost curiosity. Considering and contemplative. A flush was warming his pale, hawklike features as he licked suddenly dry lips. Before he could do or say anything however, Khadgar quickly ducked from the room, saying that he was going to find a book to settle with. Medivh simply stood, staring at the door - mind working over time and starting to be more aware of the arousal warming his senses and awakening them. Making them heightened.

After weighing his options, situations and possible outcomes, the Magus came to his decision. Once the man committed to one, he tended to throw himself at it wholeheartedly. There was no halfway for the charismatic Medivh.

Quickly, he moved about the small chamber - moving his hands about as he used magic to quickly move any debris on the floor to a corner so as to not cut their feet. His bare feet barely made a whisper on the stone floor. Next, he banked the fire in the brazier - dimming the room to darkness. There was enough light to not be pitch black, but it would hopefully help turn off their overactive minds - helping them feel instead. He found himself wondering if Khadgar was really looking for a book or if he had found a corner to take care of his body's needs. The thought only made his own body get more excited. It had been a long time since he had gotten like this. Feeling warm, the Magus tugged off his sleeveless tunic and waited, sitting in the shadows by the door in just his loose trousers.

The moment Khadgar returned with a book in hand, Medivh waited until he had stepped past the threshold into the darkness and through his wards before he moved. He grabbed the other man with a gentle though firm grip - pulling him deeper into the room. Medivh just hoped that his theorizing was correct, or this was going to get really uncomfortable and fast. If his face was to be glimpsed in the near darkness - his expression was intent and focused with his usual passion when on to something; green eyes glittering in the dark.

Then suddenly they met the wall by the lounge couch - and Medivh pushed Khadgar up against it, pressing his taller frame into the Archmage as he ducked his head to tease the Mage's throat and collarbone with parted lips and the slight brush of beard and teeth. His breath was hot, and shaking slightly as he nuzzled against Khadgar's jaw. His body and a hand partially kept him pinned, while the other expressive hand caressed firmly along the lean torso - grasping a hip tightly before curled finger tips teased along a clothed thigh, slowly heading towards the erection he knew was there.
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[personal profile] thelastguardian 2016-09-29 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
Medivh actually twitched at the way Khadgar said his name - though he did still for a moment, perhaps slightly concerned that he had made an error. But he listened in the dark to the sound of the Archmage's breathing...and those barely there whispers of sound with each exhale...which told him that he was on the right track.

The book thumping into his shoulder elicited a sudden chuckle from the Magus's throat - not expecting that and finding it quite amusing. The vibration of his laugh was not loud, but enough to move through the man beneath him. He heard the book hit the floor before a hand grasped his bare shoulder, and he grinned against the heated skin beneath his mouth. He nipped just beneath his ear almost playfully, before soothing with his tongue.

His hand was just teasing at the warmth of Khadgar's inner thigh and about to head upwards when he felt a hand grab a fistful of his hair and tug. Medivh uttered a surprised, though not unpleased grunt and raised his head, blinking down at Khadgar nose to nose with him. He saw the flush on the other man's face and the look in those blue eyes. His green eyes searched, and then something in him relaxed slightly, though definitely not physically. He still held Khadgar firmly in place. The grin he offered his ex-Apprentice with the pleased slitted eyes looked almost predatory - though this time, there was no demon lord tainting it.

He leaned in - just enough so that their lips were almost touching - sending tingles of anticipation racing along his skin and down his spine. Just before they could touch, he shifted - grazing teeth gently along the edge of his chin - shamelessly teasing in light touches and gauging the Archmage's reaction. Likewise, just as his hand was going to brush over Khadgar's groin, it moved upwards - caressing firmly on his chest and belly, finger tips seeking places to tease as he full palmed stroked.
thelastguardian: (Stunned)

[personal profile] thelastguardian 2016-09-29 08:12 am (UTC)(link)
The hand didn't leave Medivh's hair, though it tightened into a firmer grip and suddenly yanked. The Master Mage's head pulled back from Khadgar as he gasped audibly with a sharp "Ah!" Oh...well this was interesting. The game was changing now as Khadgar broke out of being stunned and was showing his old teacher that he had some tricks up his sleeve. Medivh definitely approved of this.

Oh...OH!

Khadgar had taken advantage of his exposed throat - and Medivh's frame shuddered as his mouth fell open in both surprise and pleasure. His breath came out in low hum of a noise, hitching as he sucked it back in. It was like his entire body was being zapped as his nerves jangled with sensations. He pressed closer to Khadgar, bracing himself on the wall behind them while the hand drifting over the Archmage's torso slid along his shoulder and neck to caress the side of his face and through the soft hair on the back of his head. He wasn't pinning down Khadgar's hands per se, in case the other mage wanted to surprise him some more.

He uttered another soft grunt as he attempted to move his head. But apparently Khadgar wanted to keep him like this for now - so he allowed it - breath quickened and a little uneven. He heard that sound Khadgar made and it went right to his throbbing arousal, which was currently straining his trousers. He dragged his nails lightly along Khadgar's scalp - uttering a soft echo of a pleased growl in his throat.
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[personal profile] thelastguardian 2016-09-29 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Well it appeared that his ex-Apprentice still did learn very quickly. Good. At the teasing touches at the waistline of his pants, Medivh uttered another soft chuckle as he rolled his hips slightly into the other man. The feel of Khadgar's hand against his bare skin was wonderful though - and he wanted more of it. All over. Not just in the obvious place.

"Uhnn..." Came the unbidden sound from his throat when Khadgar both let his hair go and bit down on the side of his neck. No doubt, he added a mark to add to the collection he all ready had. His eyes were shut when the Archmage had pulled away, so he didn't see that expression. Before he could mentally regroup, he felt just the barest brush of their noses as Khadgar leaned in, and the Magus sucked in a breath, knowing his lips were right there. The touches to his neck and hair were wonderful and he stilled a moment when Khadgar did the same teasing trick he did earlier, moving away and nuzzling under his chin. The little.... Well! We'll see about that Apprentice.

The hand that had now gripped his hard on through his pants only made him more determined to show just who was the one with more experience here (though to be honest, Khadgar was surprising him and delightfully so). The Magus shivered as he rolled in a subtle sinuous movement into that hand. He would have to be careful though because he would probably not last long if the other man kept that up. Time for a distraction!

Shoving him a little harder into the wall, Medivh's hand slid down Khadgar's chest before snaking back up again - holding his throat to keep the other man in place. No, he was not adding pressure to affect the other man's breathing - nor was he using his nails. The touch was firm, but obviously careful. The action was rather spontaneous since the Archmage didn't have as much hair to grab as he did. Medivh used this brief surprise to dive in for a heated kiss. This time there was no teasing.

Unpracticed though he may be - getting kissed by Medivh was much like the Master Mage himself. Unpredictable, mercurial, very powerful and far from subtle. Tender and sensual one moment, and suddenly rough the next as his teeth nibbled and pinched gently. And apparently he was just as talented with his tongue as he was using it to scathe verbally with sharp wit.
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[personal profile] thelastguardian 2016-09-30 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
Oh the sounds Khadgar was making was delicious. Medivh couldn't get enough of it. He wanted to see what he could do to pull more noises out of the Archmage. He was all ready aroused beyond belief by the challenge, the vocal responses on top of everything else just made it even sweeter.

Their breaths mingled in the dark when Khadgar's head fell away and thumped lightly on the wall with that exquisite whimper. The Magus' eyes glinted in the dark as he grinned toothily at him, keeping his hold on the other man's throat. His lips still tingled from Khadgar's mouth. And he wanted more of it.

It appeared his ex-Apprentice wanted the same thing, because the hand around the back of his neck drew him closer so that they could connect again. Medivh allowed him to take control of the kiss for the moment, though he kept his hand on the other man's throat as a 'reminder'. He hummed a soft sound of approval in his throat as he absorbed himself in the slower, more probing kiss - the only other sounds being their parted lips joining in the dark. The Magus could feel Khadgar's pulse raging against his palm - matching the frenetic cadence of his own heart. He rather enjoyed those touches of teeth and tongue - and at one point, took over the kiss without changing the pace - just so he could suckle on the Archmage's tongue with a low sound of want.

This experiment was turning out better than he had imagined. He was more than pleased that he guessed Khadgar's needs correctly. They both needed this. He broke the kiss, happy to nuzzle along the other man's jaw with agonizing slowness and relishing the panting of the other man beneath him. He finally made it to an ear, drawing a lobe into his mouth and biting down gently but firmly with his teeth - soothing it with his tongue after to dull the pain. His hand on Khadgar's throat pushed his chin up, with the same gentle firmness as before as he explored and took his time.

With his hands and mouth being so occupied - an idea struck him - and he acted on it without much thought. With a quick movement - he kept Khadgar pinned while he briefly reached down and grabbed the man's hips - hefting him bodily up the wall so that they were better aligned for him to grind his throbbing arousal into the other. Medivh could be surprisingly strong when he wanted to be. Oh...Yes.... Yes perfect. He rolled hard again with almost a feral noise in his throat - breath and mouth hot on the Archmage's ear.

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