[Ugh. Yeah no, he's not ever going to forgive himself. It's always been a mess, always will, no way to fix it. He'd run away and end it but he already tried and what the fuck ever. He's so screwed up, and he doesn't even know what to do or say about it.]

It's not Zoro's fault Smoker, stop taking it out on him.

And thanks Zoro, but it's my choice to be here. I've got it.