Khadgar wanted nothing more than to just fall into the Magus's arms and maybe not move for the rest of time. The Archmage wanted to spill everything to his ex-mrntir, how even 30 years later he hadn't stopped loving the person, who that person was and take the chance of being rejected. It was that lingering fear of ruining the moment that kept him quiet, had his eyes closed and relished in the way that it seemed like Medivh couldn't figure out where he wanted to settle that hand.
Softly, Khadgar sighed the others name and moved from where their foreheads were touching and instead he pressed his head against the side of Medivh's neck. Of course his hand never left where it had been cradling the back of Medivh's neck, though he did move it so he could properly hug the ex-Guardian.
It was so completely intimate that Khadgar suddenly wanted to withdraw and stare at Medivh like he wasn't sure what was going on. He didn't however, instead he took in a shaky breath and asked himself what this was. This was not how a mentor and student would act when they were reunited after a long time and it was more than just old friends.
Suddenly he blamed himself for how it felt like much more than just comfort for the elder mage. He had started this embrace and he was the one who reached up to press their foreheads together and the one who reminded the near tears Medivh that he could trust Khadgar. His throat tightened and yes, his grip tightened around the Magus in his sudden worry.
There was so much he could feel on the tip of his tongue and he bit it to keep himself from blurting out how much he had wanted to do what they currently were every day for the last 30 years.
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Softly, Khadgar sighed the others name and moved from where their foreheads were touching and instead he pressed his head against the side of Medivh's neck. Of course his hand never left where it had been cradling the back of Medivh's neck, though he did move it so he could properly hug the ex-Guardian.
It was so completely intimate that Khadgar suddenly wanted to withdraw and stare at Medivh like he wasn't sure what was going on. He didn't however, instead he took in a shaky breath and asked himself what this was. This was not how a mentor and student would act when they were reunited after a long time and it was more than just old friends.
Suddenly he blamed himself for how it felt like much more than just comfort for the elder mage. He had started this embrace and he was the one who reached up to press their foreheads together and the one who reminded the near tears Medivh that he could trust Khadgar. His throat tightened and yes, his grip tightened around the Magus in his sudden worry.
There was so much he could feel on the tip of his tongue and he bit it to keep himself from blurting out how much he had wanted to do what they currently were every day for the last 30 years.